when I was a little kid, i heard voices. I remember hearing voices as far back as my memory allows.
I used to love to play doll house. I would act out scenarios with my friends.
I look back and get concerned sometimes of my actions, something i didnt realize at the time.
I had a little girl doll house figurine and had her jump off the roof, committing suicide.
It wasnt scary to me then. It was just something i thought about a lot.
I never really admitted i wanted to die when i was little.
I told one therapist and i am pretty sure she didnt tell my parents which i was grateful of because i dont want to worry them.
I would draw disturbing pictures such as men being hung.
Things have definitely improved now that i am older. I play dollhouse with my niece and we act out sleepovers and birthday parties, no longer having my toys committing suicide.