Sometimes my brain scares me. If it is capable of creating people in my head or whatever, what else is it capable of.
I tell my hand to move, but it doesnt. Then my brain gets into a fight, against itself.
“Close your hands, make a fist!” “DONT close your hands, DONT make a fist”
My brain gets me in the middle and i am not sure who to answer!
Do i agree with Michelle, or Jack, even though he can be mean, he gets me and makes sense.
There are way too many people in my head and i am starting to hate it.
I hate having schizophrenia. Its the worst thing i deal with on a daily basis.