I lay in the back of the ambulance off to the ER. My Mom and Dad were not with me and i was scared!
I cant remember everything of that night, i may have blacked out, not sure. But, i do remember being strapped down the the stretcher.
I was hallucinating like crazy. I saw dead people in the overhead lights.
I heard a man named Sam screaming at me. I rocked back and forth trying to loosen the straps.
when the EMT went to adjust the belts, i punched him.
“Dont hit me” he said.
I couldnt help it.
Some how, 30 minutes later, i was now in the restraint chair in the ER. I dont remember how i got from the ambulance to the restraint chair. I was too out of it.
I sat there struggling to get free for a LONG time. They finally gave me the shot and i slumped over. i was too drugged.
They moved me into a bed and the nice nurse gave me a warm, heated blanket. All the sudden i saw my DAd and Step DAd. i dont know how long they had been there.
i started to cry. i felt bad and selfish.
I was humiliated.
It was a terrible day.