I thought i was going to die last night. I did not sleep well. I woke up like 12 times catching my breath.
It wasnt bad dreams, or voices that were bothering me.
It was something else.
I am very nervous that i may have a tumor in my brain.
I feel like something is wrong in my brain, really wrong. I have never been diagnosed with any physical illnesses.
I am going to start working at Meals on Wheels again next Tuesday. I need to get out. i have been cooped up in my house for too long.
I didnt want to go at first, i was scared to leave the house.
So many bad things going on in the world. I feel nervous to live my life, which is a shame.
I need to grow up and mature.
I have to make myself happy, i am the only one who can do that!