I dont like to worry people, ,especially my family. So i made a promise to NEVER cut again. Ever. Its gonna be tough, because i still get the urges. I cant though. I see how much it upsets people.
I am missing something in life. i am just not sure what it is. I wish i knew, so i could fix it.
I have a hole in my shirt right now. I can tell i am emotional, because i am crying over that tiny hole.
Tears run down my cheeks as i stick my finger in the hole. What happened? I take good care of my clothes.
The littlest things matter to me right now.
I feel terrible. I love my Mom. I love my Dad. i love my step parents and siblings, cousins, aunts and uncles.
I Dont want to disappoint anyone. SO i gotta hide it.
I just dont know how much i can take.