I have really bad anxiety, some days. Not every. But when i do, i hate it. I cant even go to my friends wedding because i fear panic attacks in large crowds.
When i went to the circus a few years ago, i got dizzy and had to leave.
I can only see first showing at the movie cinema. When there is hardly anyone there. But, in the movies, instead of enjoying the film, i count down minutes till its over.
I hate doing that because i just cant concentrate. I look at the time on my cell at least every 3 minuets.
Anxiety is the worst. THE WORST.
I dont want to get married. ever, thanks to anxiety. i hate attention.