I just got home. I was in the program Riverside for 5 days. it was so nice. I got to relax and meet some really nice people. I slept, cooked, cleaned, watched friends and played games. i also colored.
I had a good time, except for two incidents.
One, I was seeing men with guns and ants everywhere. I saw dolphins bleeding HIV. I heard people swearing and yelling at me.
I saw bloody eye balls and finger nails being bent backwards.
The second incident had nothing to do with the voices. I was just dizzy. I couldnt feel my hands. They felt like they were not mine and they were cut off.
Overall it was nice. I hope to go again some day, but not anytime soon.
I am on a little higher dose of Haldol which helps with my voices,
My head is SO clear! I have no busy thoughts what so ever.
Its a little weird. I am used to a head FULL Of voices. But i think i could get used to this!!!