I hate watching the news. I have enough drama in my own life and it only depresses me more.
I dont understand how people could be so mean and heartless.
I Scare myself thinking, i could be like one of those people.
I NEVER know whats going to happen when i have a psychotic episode.
i could flip out, crash the car, kidnap a child or hurt someone badly. My brain lately has been confused from right and wrong. But at least i recognize my issues. Thats a good sign.
It seems SO unreal, death.
I could grab a knife and stab my friend. i would, go to jail. I realize that. but i feel like i wont get in trouble because it doesn’t seem possible.
Its actually terrifying.