I am struggling today. I feel bad. Not depressed, not suicidal. Just bad. I have tears in my eyes.
I had my nail scissors in my hand ready to cut. but i cant. i put them down and had a glass of water.
wishing i felt happier.
I am hearing voices and nervous about whats going to happen tomorrow. I dont want to leave the house, i am scared.
I feel weird.
Am i dreaming?