im feeling a little weird right now. Same feeling i get when i am on a new medication. But I am not.
I hold my hands out in front of me and they arent mine. I move them because my brain tells them to, but my head tells them other wise.
I still seeing outlines on everything. White bright outlines. Its really strange. And i have been seeing more spirits then i have ever had before.
The voices are loud tonight also 😦 The bad ones. They are telling me to cut a sliver of my neck off. I am trying SO hard not to obey. In fact, i may have tricked my mind from tricking me.
I wrapped my hands around my neck and squeezed. I felt my face get red adn i couldnt breathe. SO i let go and that seemed to do the trick! I FOOLED JACK!
I hate hearing the bad voices. I admit i dont think i could live with OUT the good voices, but the bad. SIGH i hate them!
They are constantly calling me a loser and s bitch and selfish and such. It really hurts my feelings.