I have been on medication for most of my life. I think its starting to effect me negatively. I feel like i am forgetting more often, i feel my brain is slower.
I keep getting brain aches which can be pretty scary.
I keep looking at an object lately and there is a shiny outline around the object. Its odd, like everything i look at is outlined. I cant explain it. It may be a side effect of my new sleeping medication.
I think way too much and i think its starting to show. My mind is on constant play mode. Even at night i cant get a break. I think too detailed into thoughts that can make me nervous or paranoid or scared.
I am literally scared of SOMETHING at LEAST once or twice a day. I sit in bed and listen for the voices when they are quiet and i feel alone. Then they come back and i wish they were gone!
I play worst case scenario games in my head and dwell upon it. I just wanna break from thinking!