I dont do well with scary movies and movies about diseases and such. Every time i hear about something bad, i automatically think i have it.
For example.: Miracles from Heaven. the little girl has a intestine disease were her intestine are twisted and she cant process food. Her belly is in constant pain.
SO my belly hurt today and of course first thing i thought was, do I have that intestine disease.
Does that make me gullible? paranoid? or everybody does that? either way, i read a book where a girl had to get her leg amputated. So every night and morning with out fail, i check my legs to make sure they are not blue. I talk about that in therapy a lot and MA said there is no reason why i would need my legs amputated.
I Said, a 50.50 chance. shes like more like a 2.98% chance.
Anyways, my heart races when i see sad stuff and it lingers on my mind and drives me nuts because i always think it will soon happen to me!