i feel so weird right now. I feel like i am in a daze, is it lack of sleep? i dont know, but its weird. i feel like i am floating. I feel like the world is on pause. i feel like i am a lemon or something sour.
I am shaking my hands trying to get some life into them. I feel hungry and weak. I hate this feeling.
I need my stupid doctor. I have had enough. I think i will call her again.
Im scared i am going to do something stupid by accident because thats what and how i am feeling at this moment.