i had a rough night. I slept a total of 2 or 3 hours. I woke up around 2:30 crying. Like legit crying. I was sobbing, but i cant remember what made me cry, cant remember any bad dreams.
i put on my music and tried to sleep.
Around 4:00 am, i woke up again thinking there was somebody in my room. It didnt feel like a spirit.
I was freaking myself out. SO i climbed under my covers.
My heart was racing and my legs felt heavy.
Finally at 7:30 i gave up and came downstairs. I made a smoothie and listened to music.
When it was time for morning meds, i got that bad feeling like i have had many times: that the pharmacists poisoned my meds.
I sat with Mom for a few to make sure i was okay, and i was.
Now i am writing my story! Bye