Last night, the voices actually had me REHEARSE a panic attack. REHEARSE!!!!!
I was in bed and my heart started to race. The voices said to get out of bed, sit on my chair and cry. I didnt want to but i dont want my family to be cursed.
So i did that 12 whole times! I lay in bed, jump out, sit on the chair, cry, grab my back pack and pack it for the ER
I was totally fine, but the voices insisted i do it!!
I got faster each time. I ended up racing out of bed, barely missing the chair, sob and then i would zip and unzip my back pack. I was like on the REPEAT button.
It was strange. Thats never happened before!
I dont understand the point of the whole situation.
I was ready to go to the ER for NO reason, like i said, i was fine.
It was the voices that had the problem. Finally after 12 times, i lay back in bed. I was exhausted but the voices would NOT shut up!