i feel so bad! I feel annoyed that things are not going as planned. I just feel so terrible! I want to go to sleep for a few months, maybe then things will be gooder when i wake up.
I am not hearing voices right at the moment, but my head is super busy.
I have distributing images in my mind: like, nails poking eyes, finger nails bending back wards, biting a razor, chopping off my belly….
It makes me light headed seeing the blood in my mind.
I am going to the market. i will blog later xo