So i definitely think my brain is changing, not for the better. I get confused easily and am very nervous and paranoid.
Maybe its the schizophrenia, maybe its my brain. I dont know.
But i wake up in the middle of the night, confused where i am. i keep having flashbacks.
i feel so weird and once again, these hands are not mine. I stare at my hands so long, they change and I cant feel them.
im a little scared, maybe i need an MRI…
I feel so low. So depressed.
My mom suggested i go the program my DMH worker told us about. Its a step down from the pyshc ward, you choose when you come or go, its not locked up.
I might call my DMH worker to get more info. I gotta do something!!!