i can not hear any of my thoughts! The voices are too loud!I am going to write exactly what i am hearing:
“Emily, you are a stupid bitch with no life, you are fat and ugly and a loser and you should hurt yourself…the eagels in heaven decided today when you die unpeacefully, you WILL go to hell. I saw you pinch that ant, murderer, deserves no special attention, you should chop the fat off your belly you fat BITCH! Stop feeling sorry for yourself, you are nobody, you are worthless, you need a reality check, we hate you, EVERY body hates you. give up now before someone hurts you if you care so much. Even people in Utah dont want you so just DIE!”
i cant help crying.