i feel super sad today. I miss something but not sure what. I slept in the living room last night because i didnt want to be alone.
I looked in the mirror too close again. I went so close my nose touched the glass. I HATE doing that because it freaks me out and i stay freaked out for hours. I am not sure why, but my head enjoys when i am scared.
When i see my eyes up that close, my brain starts to play tricks on me. I see my past life through my eyes.
No urges to cut today, which is good.
I just hope the pandas in the zoo get enough to eat.