I feel fake. I feel like i am faking my happiness. I just dont want my friends and family to worry.
They dont know i have urges to cut still. I could never tell them.
They dont know i cry almost every night.
I want to be happy so bad! I want to be normal. Maybe I am normal, but i sure dont feel it. I feel like i am psychotic. I am judging myself.
I Hate feeling like this.