i am struggling with a battle that lives inside me. I am tired of hearing voices. Lately they have been more demanding. I am learning to stand up to them yes, but it takes a BIG effort. I dont want to spend the rest of my life standing up to voices, i just want them to be gone!
I keep seeing spirits too which is not fun. I used to think it was because i was unique, i was the only one who could see them! Now, not so much.
I just want to be a typical 28 year old woman. I dont want to be special*
The bad voices, the one i call “Nobody” Tells me i am a bitch that cant even talk right. I am a loser and a waste of a life.
Yes, it hurts my feelings! I try to stay positive, but sometimes i just cant! I get depressed and i think i am going to cut.
The only reason i am not cutting, is because i dont want to go back to the Psych ward. ever.