Sometimes I have urges to stop taking my medications. I have fantasies that I no longer need them and I want to prove that to everyone.
Then I get all nervous that I will end up back in the psych ward.
Can you grow out of schizophrenia or is it a lifetime illness?
Right now my heart is racing. I cant tell if its anxiety or what. I might take a Lorazepam. They usually help even though I hate taking pills.