Lifetime illness?

Sometimes I have urges to stop taking my medications. I have fantasies that I no longer need them and I want to prove that to everyone.

Then I get all nervous that I will end up back in the psych ward.

Can you grow out of schizophrenia or is it a lifetime illness?

Right now my heart is racing. I cant tell if its anxiety or what. I might take a Lorazepam. They usually help even though I hate taking pills.

 

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