I hate having schizophrenia. It may seem like I am chill and okay with my diagnosis. On the inside I am not okay.
I keep getting sad, paranoid and nervous for no reason.
I want to start over fresh and live life with out mental illness. It just wares me out and I am struggling.
I am struggling to stay happy and up beat…its all an act. I want to experience something amazing.
I want to live a happy healthy life, with out the help from meds.
I want to be a typical 27 year old, but I know having schizophrenia is not typical and I have to learn to accept it.