I guess I will blog my feelings since that usually helps when I am sad.
I just hate how my life is going. I am fat and lazy and stupid and ugly and mean and selfish and dumb and a loser.
All I want to do is go to bed for a week and not do anything I don’t want to talk to anyone and I don’t want to text anyone. I want to be left alone.
I don’t feel any better so I will try music. I cant cut. I cant. I refuse. I am stronger than that. .