I feel so sad right now. I keep crying. I am not sure why, I am guessing because I miss my Mom. But everything is making me sad.
I keep having urges to cut tonight. I WONT. But I feel the urge.
I just want to feel some pain, cutting helps with that.
My heart feels heavy, my mind is busy.
I hear the voices telling me I am worthless. I try to ignore them, but its really hard with them screaming in my head.
It really makes me feel bad. I don’t want to die, but I do feel depressed.