i feel very unloved today. I had anxiety at MOW so I went home early. I tried to help someone and it blew up in my face.
I want someone to be proud of me, but why would they? I don’t go to school, I don’t have a paying job, I have no BF, I am selfish and spoiled and have schizophrenia.
If I were my own child, I would give me up for someone else to deal with.
My family says they love me, but they never say they are proud of me. It hurts. If they don’t care, neither do I.
I am going to listen to music and try to feel gooder.