Will I ever be completely happy? I try everyday to put a smile on my face, but really on the inside I am crying.
I feel so depressed but cant show it because I don’t want to be put on more meds.
I feel like am a burden on my Mom and Step Dad because they have to take care of my meds, feed me, drive me around because I don’t drive, bring me to the hopistal when I am having a hard time….
I know they are my parents, it is their job…but I am 27 still living at home. I feel terrible.
Today the voices are bad. They keep saying how I am a ****ing B****. I don’t deserve fresh air.
So I hide under the blankets were it is safe.
I just want help. Fortunately I have therapy tomorrow. I can talk to MA about what’s going on.