I just feel kinda sad. I don’t know why.
All night and day I have had cutting urges. They can be really strong, but I am stronger. I refuse to give in.
My head is busy with voices and I keep seeing scary images in my mind.
Not a great day.
Mom and Dad and Bob are here for me, but I just feel so alone.
I wish therapy were tomorrow. But its not till Thursday. Its not an emergency. Don’t worry, if it were, I would insist to see her earlier.
I come so close to cutting. I have the earring in hand, but the good voices say Don’t Do It.