Sometimes I sit back and just think of the past 11 years. I have gone through a lot, more then I would have liked.
I remember every visit to psych wards. Arbor Fuller was the first, then Westwood Lodge, then Waltham Behavioral and last of all 2S.
I remember the first medication I was ever on, Paxil. It did nothing for me.
I am now on Clozapine, I call it my miracle medicine.
I have heard so many voices starting from a young age. In 10th grade is when I started to see things others couldn’t, it used to just be the voices I was dealing with.
Then I got diagnosed with OCD. That is a tough one for me. I count constantly and obsess over stupid things.
I am very paranoid but that has gotten better.
I am happy. I feel good. I can handle anything!!!!