My moods are starting to concern me. I had a GREAT day, no stress, nothing bad happened. BUT> I feel sad. I just decided I am going to order the Sims 4 with the Amazon gift card I got for Christmas. I should be happy, but then I think back to how I gotta save the world. I should be spending my money on others that need it more then me. I feel guilty.
I feel like crying. Whenever I tell Mom how I am feeling, she makes me take a pill as a precaution so I wont go back to the hopistal.
I HATE taking pills! I mean if they help they are good, and they do help, but I just hate the thought of relying on pills to make me happy.
I really want that Sims game, like really bad. I did the research on it and it looks like a lot of fun.
I just wish I didn’t feel guilty 😦