Today I am going to therapy. I have a list what I want to talk about with MA. The top thing I need help with is, to stop worrying about my future and death.
I am SO worried something bad is going to happen Xmas eve. I am SO scared! Maybe MA can help me not be afraid.
I don’t know, but I hate it.
I slept well though. Took my meds late because I didn’t wake up on time, oops.
9 days till Christmas. Today I am bringing my friend CC and her daughter gift cards that I got them for Xmas.
I feel really good today.