I really wonder why when I go to psych wards, I get my meds adjusted and for days I am fine. BUT, as soon as I am discharged, I go back to the old me. The me that hears voices.
Maybe the meds they use there are stronger then the ones I take when I get home?
My mom said its probably because I am in a stress free environment at the psych ward. When I get back into the real world, there is more stress.
In 2S, I was restrained for trying to escape. They put me in the chair and strapped me in, tight.
Worst memory ever, being restraint. I felt like I was in jail.
I know I shouldn’t have tried to escape. But I wanted to go home SO bad!